first love.

i know they say the first love is the sweetest but that first cut is the deepest.

‘Some people never get over their first loves. They spend their whole lives trying to recapture the thrill. Sometimes, after fifty years they get back together. They meet at some reunion or other and realize they were meant to be together.’

 

pray for a miracle.

first thought when i wake up is 'my god he's beautiful'

so i put on my make-up and pray for a miracle ..

who you are.

i stare at my reflection in the mirror .. why am i doing this to myself?

don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars. seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, it's okay not to be okay. 

sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart. tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
- just be true to who you are.

you'll always know the truth.

you can influence so many things but not your feelings.

you can repress very much but you'll always feel your own haertbeat.
 

you can tell something and mean completely the contrary.

you can lie but you'll always know the truth ..

i'd lie.

he tells me about his night and i count the colors in his eyes. shouldn't a light go on? 

doesn't he know that i've had him memorized for so long?i could tell you his favorite color is 

green, he loves to argue, born on the 17th, his sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes ..

&' if you asked me if i loved him, i'd lie.

if this was a movie.

i know people change and these things happen but i remember how it was back 

then, locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing. i was playing back a thousand 

memories, baby, thinking about everything we’ve been through.

 
come back, come back, come back to me like you would, before you said it’s not that easy.

before the fight, before i left you out, but i take it all back now. come back, come back,

come back to me like you would, you would if this was a movie ..

superman.

i wonder if he knows how much that i miss him ..

 

something in his deep browns eyes has me saying he's not all bad like his reputation

&' i can't hear one single word they said.

generation porno.

hohe Schuhe ; glitzerleggins ; dunkle augen blitzen ; lächeln ; lippen küssen

das ganze leben ist theater also TOI TOI TOI &' wir pogen übern kudamm schreien OI OI OI die werbung macht uns krank 

alles NEU NEU NEU es geht OI OI OI es geht OI OI OI ich bin ein teil von euch, ihr seid ein teil von mir, 

- ein teil der generation porno porno

mine.

you said, "i remember how we felt, sittin' by the water & every time i look at you, it's like the first time.

i fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter. she is the best thing, that's ever been mine."

invisible.

i tried everything to make them see me, but all they see is someone that’s not me, 

but every one sees what i can’t be. even when i’m walking on barb wire, even when i 

sat myself on fire. everyday i try to lock my past, even though inside i’m such a mess. 

why do i always feel invisible, invisible?