first love.

i know they say the first love is the sweetest but that first cut is the deepest.

‘Some people never get over their first loves. They spend their whole lives trying to recapture the thrill. Sometimes, after fifty years they get back together. They meet at some reunion or other and realize they were meant to be together.’

 

pray for a miracle.

first thought when i wake up is 'my god he's beautiful'

so i put on my make-up and pray for a miracle ..

who you are.

i stare at my reflection in the mirror .. why am i doing this to myself?

don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars. seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, it's okay not to be okay. 

sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart. tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
- just be true to who you are.

you'll always know the truth.

you can influence so many things but not your feelings.

you can repress very much but you'll always feel your own haertbeat.
 

you can tell something and mean completely the contrary.

you can lie but you'll always know the truth ..

i'd lie.

he tells me about his night and i count the colors in his eyes. shouldn't a light go on? 

doesn't he know that i've had him memorized for so long?i could tell you his favorite color is 

green, he loves to argue, born on the 17th, his sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes ..

&' if you asked me if i loved him, i'd lie.

if this was a movie.

i know people change and these things happen but i remember how it was back 

then, locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing. i was playing back a thousand 

memories, baby, thinking about everything we’ve been through.

 
come back, come back, come back to me like you would, before you said it’s not that easy.

before the fight, before i left you out, but i take it all back now. come back, come back,

come back to me like you would, you would if this was a movie ..

superman.

i wonder if he knows how much that i miss him ..

 

something in his deep browns eyes has me saying he's not all bad like his reputation

&' i can't hear one single word they said.

generation porno.

hohe Schuhe ; glitzerleggins ; dunkle augen blitzen ; lächeln ; lippen küssen

das ganze leben ist theater also TOI TOI TOI &' wir pogen übern kudamm schreien OI OI OI die werbung macht uns krank 

alles NEU NEU NEU es geht OI OI OI es geht OI OI OI ich bin ein teil von euch, ihr seid ein teil von mir, 

- ein teil der generation porno porno

mine.

you said, "i remember how we felt, sittin' by the water & every time i look at you, it's like the first time.

i fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter. she is the best thing, that's ever been mine."

invisible.

i tried everything to make them see me, but all they see is someone that’s not me, 

but every one sees what i can’t be. even when i’m walking on barb wire, even when i 

sat myself on fire. everyday i try to lock my past, even though inside i’m such a mess. 

why do i always feel invisible, invisible?

memories.

do you remember, we were sittin' there by the water, you put your arm 

around me, for the first time. you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

- you are the best thing, that's ever been mine.

 

 

i say "can you believe it?", as we're lying on a couch.

the moment, i could see it, yes, yes, i can see it now ..

i hope you're happy.

Complete lyrics: http://www.directlyrics.com/miley-cyrus-i-hope-you-find-it-lyrics.html&' i hope you find it, what you're looking for &' i hope it's everything 

you dreamed your life could be &' so much more &' i hope you're happy,

wherever you are. i wanted you to know that &' nothing's gonna change that 

&' i hope you find it ..

Complete lyrics: http://www.directlyrics.com/miley-cyrus-i-hope-you-find-it-lyrics.html

one day, ..

i'll find a way. i promise.

have a nice day &' .. fuck you.

Wer hinter meinem Rücken über mich redet,
- redet mit meinem Arsch.

 

 

 

just because you said i can't.

the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.

pray for me.

Ich glaube an die ware Liebe, auch wenn sie ein Irrtum ist. 

Glaube an das ware Gute in jedem Menschen, auch wenn sehr vieles auf dieser Welt, mich daran zweifeln lässt.

let me be happy.

why won't that little voice in my head just shut the fuck up an let me be happy?

to exit open here.

to exit open here.

dream of perfection.

fear rejection - dream of perferction.

rest in peace.

when i die i'll go to heaven because i've spent my time in hell.

i'm the ocean, i'm the sea.

have you ever wanted to disappear?

superbass.

can't you hear that boom, badoom, boom, boom, badoom, boom, bass ?
- yeah, that’s that super bass.

please, don't tell.

a scar means, i survied.

she can paint a lovely picture but this story has a twist.

her paintbrush is a razor and her canvas is her wrist.

haunted.

i have nothing to lose. i have nothing to fear.

- i'm just trying to disappear.

the fear.

the more you care - the more you have to lose.

last but not least.

Wenn dir jemand sagt - du bist das Letzte.. dann grins ihn an und sag
- ich weiß.. das Beste kommt immer zum Schluss. 

all over again.

hands over my head thinking what else could go wrong? would've stayed in bed,
how can a day be so long? never believed that things happen for a reason, but how
this turned out, you moved all my doubts, so believe that for you i'll do it all over again,
do it all over again. all i went through, led me to you, so i'd do it all over again..
- for you !

c'est la vie.

fuer jedes maedchen gibt es diesen einen jungen, ueber den sie nie hinwegkommt. der eine, der 

sie jedes mal zum lachen bringt. der eine, bei dem sie immer schmetterlinge im bauch hat, nur wenn jemand 

seinen namen sagt. der eine, dessen namen sie ueberall in die gebrochenen herzen schriebt. der eine, mit dem sie alle 

anderen jungs vergleicht. der eine, von dem sie nie genug reden kann. der eine, ueber den sie nie genug geschichten 

hoeren kann. der eine, wegen dem sie oft tag und nacht weint. der eine, bei dem sie alle sagen "du findest 

ein besseren." der eine, bei dem sie vom ersten augenblick an als sie ihn gesehen hat, wusste, 

- dass sie ihn nie wieder vergessen wuerde.

 

keep calm &' stay strong.

 sometimes i don't feel like continuing to live. i don't want to kill myself, 

i just want it all to stop or go away. i want to be calm. i want to be happy again.

destructive.

i have a constant need to destroy myself and my surroundings.