heartache.

you sit there in your heartache waiting for some beautiful boy to save you.

i wish ..

there's no need to rush. if something's ment to be, it'll happen. 

in the right time, with the right person and for the best reason.

 

 

 

 

vogelfrei.

- nur den himmel zu berühren war mir immer viel zu wenig.

&' ich bin frei, wie ein vogel, meine flügelschläge tragen mich davon.

wenn ich ewig fliegen könnte, schwör ich das ich oben bliebe.

never give up.

There is a difference between
giving up, and knowing when you have had enough.

feel the sunlight but save me the rain.

she left pieces of her life behind her everywhere she went.

'it's easier to feel the sunlight without them' she said.

i deserve better.

ideservebetterideservebetterideservebetterideservebetterideservebetter ..

rumors.

rumors - as fake as the person who started them.

california king bed.

so how come when i reach out my fingers

it feels like more then distance between us?

armbänder.

armbänder - manche erzählen geschichten, andere verstecken sie.

start of something new.

this is how the story went. i met someone by accident.
it blew me away ; it blew me away.

 

 

let it burn.

i set fire to the rain and i threw us into the flames.

i felt something die 'cause i knew that that was the last time.

set fire to the rain.

i let it fall, my heart and as it fell you rose to claim it.

it was dark and i was over until you kissed my lips and you saved me.

my hands, they were strong, but my knees were far too weak
to stand in your arms wihout falling to your feet ..

never true.

but there’s a side to you, that i never knew, never knew.

all the things you'd say, they were never true, never true.

&' the games you'd play, you would always win, always win.

hörst du den regen? bitch. bitch. bitch.

steht auf meiner stirn "opfertreff" oder was machst du hier?

take the moment & make it perfect.

so happy i could die.

happy in the club with a bottle of red wine, stars in our eyes cuz we're having a good time.
eh eh, so happy i could die. be your best friend yeah i love you forever, up in the clouds 

we're both higher than ever. eh eh, so happy i could die and it's all right ..

once again.

here i am, once again. i'm torn into pieces. can't deny it, can't pretend. just thought 

you were the one. broken up, deep inside. but you won't get to see the tears i cry
- behind these hazel eyes.

forever young.

irgendwo tief in mir bin ich ein kind geblieben.

erst dann, wenn ich’s nicht mehr spüren kann,
weiß ich es ist für mich zu spät, zu spät.

sommer.

S O M M E R <3

sky full of lighters.

this is you and me living out our dreams, we are right were we should be..

magic world.

built up a world of magic cause real life is tragic.

what would i pay to stay..

man sieht sich immer zweimal im leben .. hoffe ich.

normally i try to run and i might even want to hide cause i never knew 

what i wanted  til i looked into your eyes. so am i in this alone? 

what i'm looking for is a sign that you feel how i feel for you.

- baby, please don't let me go ..

memories are always here to stay.

kämpferherz.

 

there's a big difference between getting over things and getting trough them.

 

let him go.

  

there's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone &' trying to fix everything.

but it isn't giving up. it's realizing that you don't need certain people &' all of the drama thathey bring.

- so if he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go.

i'm fine, i swear.

i'm Fucked up Insecure Neurotic Exploited, i swear.

 

   

 

 

 

 

 

virgin suicides.

there are times when mystery and beauty find you, touch you, haunt you ;
moments you never forget ; questions you never answer &' virgin suicides.
love sex death passion fear obsession - just like life.

 

don't forget to love yourself.

more and more reality just makes me more afraid.
- the truth this getting harder every day. 

 

back to december.

&' i go back to december all the time ..

 

this is how it goes.

now i do as i please and lie trough my teeth. someone might get hurt, but it won't be me.
i should probably feel cheap, but i just feel free and a little bit empty.