i deserve better.

stell dir mal vor ; ich habe was besseres Verdient als euer geheuchel..

favourite song.

- ist das nichts?

"Und ich habe mich so gefreut!", sagst du vorwurfsvoll,
wenn dir eine Hoffnung zerstört wurde.  Du hast dich gefreut - ist das nichts?
(Marie von Ebner-Eschenbach)

what do i deserve?

 

"sometimes you have to forget what you want to remember what you deserve &' there's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone &' trying to fix everything. but it isn't giving up. it's realizing that you don't need certain people &' all of the drama that they bring - so if he's dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go."

 

am i afraid of death?

ich habe keine angst vor dem tod ; nur vor den tränen meiner freunde.

rainy day.

Ich hoffe, dass wir uns eines Tages wieder in die Augen schauen können.

- von allen verlassen, geht sie einsam im regen durch die gassen.

dream.

don't dream your life - live your dreams.

selbsthass.

belogen ; betrogen - zum selbsthass erzogen.

sick and tired.

i'm so sick of all these people, but i'm scared to be alone.

millionaire.

if i had a dime for every single time you ever made me cry ;

if i had a dime for every single time i should have said goodbye

- i'd be a millionaire.

stil muss man haben.

mode kann man kaufen ; stil muss man haben.

everybody.

everybody left.

zeiten ändern sich.

zeiten ändern sich - zeiten ändern dich.

can't forget.

we can hide things away. but we can't forget.

a shooting star wasted.

get well soon, bitch.

jealousy is a big disease ..

time to face the truth.

i'll never be with you.

i'm afraid.

how can you exspect something good if everyrhing goes wrong?

darkness falls across the land.

we must bring our own light into darkness.

wasted chances.

in the end it's hard to remember all the things that went wrong.

but it'll be even harder to remember the wasted chances.

once in a lifetime.

i'm already gone.

.. but i love you enough to let you go.

wrong people.

i don't regret my past just the time spend with the wrong people.

find a way.

what's ment to be would always find a way.

don't cry - say fuck you &' smile.

don't cry over someone that wouldn't cry over you.

you won't miss me.

story of us.

i could look fresh in a potatoe sack.

i’m not the kind of girl getting dressed in the dark ;
i’ve got a mirror in my purse and a fog on my arm.

don't do anything.

usually when people are sad they don't do anything. that's why things slowly fall apart.

perfect picture in my mind.

i think what messes us up the most is that we all have 

this perfect picture in our mind of how things are supposed to be.