you won't understand.

if you haven't sat in the corner of your bedroom, crying so hard that your body starts to ache, then you won't truly understand. if you have never screamed, begging for it to be over, you won't truly understand. if you have never prayed to gof that you don't wake up in the morning, then you won't truly understand. if you have never felt like nothing was worth living for, you won't truly understand. you can read about it, watch movies about it, listen songs about it.. but unless you've felt it, you will never truly understand.