try to find a reason.

i used to just lay there i my be and try to find a reason .. a reason to stay, to leave, to give up, to believe, to remember, to forget, to love, to hate, just about everything. where did i go wrong? what's wrong with me? i got tired of finding a reason so i stopped. sometimes all you need is just to stop for a minute. more stupid questions, more stupid answers. everything does not happen for a reason. flashback mamories might kill, but they come and go as well as feelings. nothing is simple. why make them more complicated anyway?